dear friend,

I’m going to address this to a certain friend who’s very very important to me. I love you a whole lot like before I met you I was so indifferent and apathetic toward everyone I knew. You reminded me that it’s possible to have close friends who mean the world to me. I know I probably annoy you a lot and I have lots of nervous habits that probably piss you off to no ends and a lot of the time I actually feel so pathetic and horrible because I’m trying too hard or not hard enough. But for whatever reason you like to remind me every now and then that I’m just as perfect as I should be and you love me anyway. I get mad a lot and I get so upset and angry at the world and I try and avoid you and I simply can’t because you have this characteristic that makes me want to continue being friends with you anyway. I probably sound so dumb right now and this was surprisingly the hardest one to write. Either way you mean the world to me and I hope one day you’ll be able to see how amazing you truly are. You’re the prettiest person I know yet you despise yourself so much. I want you to feel free to have your own thoughts and opinions, you’re smarter than you realize. But I also want you to one day feel like you can do anything.

I hope I didn’t make this too obvious, I probably did. Oh well.